de la specie citire

” Intalnirea dintre barbat si femeie are o influenta a sa, dincolo de biografii – e ceva specios, de la specie citire -, nu mai esti nici tu, X, nici tu, Y, ci doua fiare care se lupta, se lupta fiarele din tine pentru om, ca viitorul sa fie al omului, pruncul ce va veni. “   “Trei dinti din fata”- Marin Sorescu

why it all sucks :D

Kwisatz Haderach

keeping my ear to the earth,
I listen.
a quiet voice,
like the wind, answers.
in the
earth or of the earth or both,
I shall keep listening.

in light always, Third Eye.

)))

You Always Want What You Cannot Have & Don’t Want What You Have , To Be Self-Realized Just Reverse It

“If you could only keep quiet,
clear of memories and expectations,
you would be able to discern
the beautiful pattern of events.
It is your restlessness
that causes chaos.“

Nisargadatta Maharaj

“I find that somehow, by shifting the focus of attention, I become the very thing I look at, and experience the kind of consciousness it has; I become the inner witness of the thing. I call this capacity of entering other focal points of consciousness, love; you may give it any name you like. Love says ‘I am everything’. Wisdom says “I am nothing’. Between the two, my life flows. Since at any point of time and space I can be both the subject and the object of experience, I express it by saying that I am both, and neither, and beyond both.”

“There is only life, there is nobody who lives a life.”

all ears

Sometimes I wonder if

if I know where I’m going

I go for a walk like this

It seems… I have been walking for years and years and years

And I don’t know where I’m going

I hear the sound leading me on

And I don’t know

where it is taking me

behaviors

The Betari Box (sometimes also written as Betari’s Box or Betaris Box) is a simple circular diagram that shows how attitude and behavior are linked.

Attitude affects behavior

Our attitude about anything comes out in our external behavioral displays. This may appear in the signals we send to other people, for example in smiles, voice tone and use of particular words. It also appears in how we act, and in particular regarding other people.

The reverse is also true, of course, and attitude of others also affects their behavior.

Behavior affects others’ attitudes

When I do something or send physical signals to you, then it has an effect on your attitude. If I act in an aggressive way towards you, you will interpret this in a certain way. Your attitude is subsequently affected by this, either because you are persuaded by my arguments or because you react to what you may perceive as unreasonable behavior by me.

And again, the reverse is true. Your behavior affects my attitudes as I interpret, rightly or wrongly, what you do or signal.

Thus a circle is created. I act, which affects your attitude, which affects your behavior, which affects my attitude, which affects my actions.
So what?

This is one of the circular behavioral patterns whereby we get stuck in subconscious loops. Recognizing it is the first step to addressing it.

To change the behavior of others, first watch your own attitude and how it affects your behavior. Then notice how your behavior affects other people. You can break the unconscious loop by noticing how the behavior of others makes you feel and refusing to let it affect your attitude without first censoring this process.

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on and on

time is the enemy

cumva adunate..fara ca timpu sa ma ajute sa le separ…

le tot adun ..unele cu legatura, altele fara:)

“

• How do I know that enjoying life is not a delusion? How do I know that in hating death we are not like people who got lost in early childhood and do not know the way home? Lady Li was the child of a border guard in Ai. When first captured by the state of Jin, she wept so much her clothes were soaked. But after she entered the palace, shared the king’s bed, and dined on the finest meats, she regretted her tears. How do I know that the dead do not regret their previous longing for life? One who dreams of drinking wine may in the morning weep; one who dreams weeping may in the morning go out to hunt. During our dreams we do not know we are dreaming. We may even dream of interpreting a dream. Only on waking do we know it was a dream. Only after the great awakening will we realize that this is the great dream. And yet fools think they are awake, presuming to know that they are rulers or herdsmen. How dense! You and Confucius are both dreaming, and I who say you are a dream am also a dream. Such is my tale. It will probably be called preposterous, but after ten thousand generations there may be a great sage who will be able to explain it, a trivial interval equivalent to the passage from morning to night.                                         “
  Zhuangzi
  
  
  Maya, the grand illusion or the delusion of the mind

  The butterfly dream-C. W. Chan

I dreamed I was a butterfly, flitting around in the sky; then I awoke. Now I wonder: Am I a man who dreamt of being a butterfly, or am I a butterfly dreaming that I am a man?

Still illusions here

Some people tell me that I need help
Some people can fuck off and go to hell
God damn, why they criticize me
Now shit is on the rise so my family despise me
Fuck em! And feed em cause I don’t need em
I won’t join em if I can beat em
They don’t understand my logic
To my gat to my money and I’m hooked on chronic
I never wanted to hurt a nigga
Unless ya come flexin that trigga, I dig ya
That grave on the east side of town
Lay ya six feet underground
From man, to the dust to the ashes
All I remember tell me where the cash is
Clic Cloc barrel at my dome
Give all your loot or you ain’t going home
But I ain’t going out wit the pain
Wa da da dang, wa dada daa dang

I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind

Muthafuckas be drivin me up the walls
Hopin that I fall but they can suck my balls
Straight jacket, strap it
In a padded room when some punk niggaz can’t hack it
Distracted from our reality
Now I’m let out on a minor technicality
They all fucked up now
Cause they let a nigga back on the street somehow
I’m lookin for someone like me
Livin in my own world to my own degree
On the loose in the city lookin at the ho wit the big titties
Lookin at me and I feel shitty
A little tensed up gettin hot
Cause she looks like my girl who just smoked at the crack spot
I’m tryin to find ways to cope
But I ain’t fuckin round wit the gauge or a rope

I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I’m havin illusions I’m havin illusions fuckin me up in my mind

I’m havin illusions

The illustration below appears to show green and blue spirals…..

But in fact the apparent green and blue are exactly the same colour!
If you put the image into photoshop and change all of the other colours to black you get this…..

Another version of it here.

The man with the trick is Akiyoshi Kitaoka
More Akiyoshi’s illusion pages

music is my medicine again

am descoperit asta demult…pe ceva CD  de la dumi prin 2003 sau asa ceva..si nu am stiut never ce si cum..am mai tot dat de ea prin mixuri fara playlist ..and radioshit…..si acum in sfarsit is here:)

asta era ideeeeeeea So i started to dance,Without wearing no seatbelt/So i started to dance,Without wearing no life vest,I started to dance..

On my Plane to Manila
passengers sit row to row
The Flight staff served the CURRY CHICKEEEN!!
And Then I heard the turbine go
Yeah …

Out of my window was the sunset,
On the wing a funny glow,
Then my seat started rattling,
Assured that wasn�t part of the show,

So i started to dance,
Without wearing no seatbelt
So i started to dance,
Without wearing no life vest,
I started to dance..

My plane noise went down,
I heard the pilot talk regrets,
But the people didn�t panic,
They just all, stared at me,

And they started to dance,
Without wearing no seatbelts,
we all started to dance,
Without wearing no life vest,
We all started to dance,

It was quiet a ride.

So i started to dance,
Without wearing no seatbelts
So i started to dance,
Without wearing no life vest,
I started to dance..