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There is only life, there is nobody who lives a life.

 - I’ve been here before !??

 - Weird at this time , somehow ” here”(*) is the only constant .(noticeable)

 *”here”/ like looking through a telescope or somethig/binoculars ,  experiencing “situations of life” /Maya (the  great Illusion)

**wherfrom? from the nothing/ONE/0/ the whole

time doesen exist. Or not as “we”perceive it…***

Few people find fault with the proposition that life is natural – that having a body and a mind is an aspect of nature – that all the vast number of working parts of oneself do work according to nature; that everything we see, hear, taste, touch, smell, think and feel are also natural phenomena and that they work according to natural conditions.
Also we can’t actually find fault with the realization that things do go wrong and they too are natural – things like sickness, aches and pains, the bites of insects, extreme changes of weather and so on and all the endless ways the body can be assailed.
Whether we like it or not or how much we struggle to overcome them, these natural events will always be with us because we don’t live in a perfect world. We have to acknowledge that both our internal and external environment is constantly changing – alternating between periods of peace and calm and sometimes violent turbulence. And the margins of tolerance our bodies have to internal and external environmental change are extremely narrow. In cosmic terms the difference between life and death teeters for us on a band of tolerance narrower than a razors edge.
So it could well be said that this natural state of affairs is simply the way things are and that if we didn’t find fault with any of it then our lives would be contented and peaceful no matter whatever is happening to us.
But we all know life is not at all like that, and although every single aspect of our minds and bodies are as natural a part of of our world and the infinite universe beyond, there remains, for us all, something seriously wrong and deeply troubling.
Every atom and cell of our being arises and passes away just like every particle and  form in the universe. That is the way of nature, yet what we experience as a central feature of our lives is that we suffer on account of it.
There is no more certain a starting point worthy of consideration that there always has been and always will be suffering. It is a primary condition of being alive. And no matter how we may wriggle and squirm to escape the realization, I guess all of us really know it to be true.
The foregoing is a simple review of some experiential facts no one can rightly dismiss as being untrue. But what suffering really involves; its myriad forms and all the astonishing ways it is manifest from the most mild to the the most extreme and horrific, only the entire history of humankind together with present everyday worldwide news can reveal.
But at the heart of it all are a few deep-laid conditions which lurk within us all – conditions we are born with – conditions which shape everything we think and do.
Simply put these are the emotions, moods and inclination to “liking” and “disliking” coupled with an ignorant misreading of what is really going on in our lives.
Liking and disliking are conditions, moods, inclinations, emotions, tendencies – call them what you will – each of which has a wide spectrum of possibility of expression ranging in intensity from mild attraction and revulsion to lust and hate; to lust so all-consuming it can lead to excesses beyond imagining; to hate so fierce and sustained it can, in some minds, attain the status of actually having having a holyimperative.
The permutations of possibilities leading to taking verbal and physical action on account of liking and disliking are limitless. Yet it cannot be said that they originate from any other source than nature itself. Such tendencies are, like everything else in nature, simply part of the experiential reality of being alive.
In other words they are not what they are on account of the creative intervention or stimulus of any other source than nature itself. Only in their effects upon our world, upon others, can they be deemed either good or bad.
In themselves, not responded to or acted upon, our tendencies toward liking and disliking are entirely neutral phenomena. Left alone, allowed to rise and pass away without interference, they hurt neither ourselves nor anyone else.
So what then is the true cause of our suffering?
As I remarked earlier: “Simply put these are the emotions, moods and inclination to “liking” and “disliking” coupled with an ignorant misreading of what is reallygoing on in our lives”
And it is that coupling of an ignorant misreading and misunderstanding and the desire to take mental, verbal and physical action on account of liking or disliking which is the cause of all the trouble.
In short, the trouble arises from the difference between a right view and a wrong view of what is really happening in our lives.
Now if that simply-stated proposition were really simple to understand then the Buddha would  not have spent forty years of his life explaining its meaning in 84,000 different ways which now fill some 34 books published by the Pali Text Society.

The Wholesome and the Unwholesome

-. “When, friends, a noble disciple understands the unwholesome, the root of the unwholesome, the wholesome, and the root of the wholesome, in that way he is one of right view, whose view is straight, who has perfect confidence in the Dhamma, and has arrived at this true Dhamma.

-. “And what, friends, is the unwholesome, what is the root of the unwholesome, what is the wholesome, what is the root of the wholesome? Killing living beings is unwholesome; taking what is not given is unwholesome; misconduct in sensual pleasures is unwholesome; false speech is unwholesome; malicious speech is unwholesome; harsh speech is unwholesome; gossip is unwholesome; covetousness is unwholesome; ill will is unwholesome; wrong view is unwholesome. This is called the unwholesome.

-. “And what is the root of the unwholesome? Greed is a root of the unwholesome; hate is a root of the unwholesome; delusion is a root of the unwholesome. This is called the root of the unwholesome.

-. “And what is the wholesome? Abstention from killing living beings is wholesome; abstention from taking what is not given is wholesome; abstention from misconduct in sensual pleasures is wholesome; abstention from false speech is wholesome; abstention from malicious speech is wholesome; abstention from harsh speech is wholesome; abstention from gossip is wholesome; non-covetousness is wholesome; non-ill will is wholesome; right view is wholesome. This is called the wholesome.

-. “And what is the root of the wholesome? Non-greed is a root of the wholesome; non-hate is a root of the wholesome; non-delusion is a root of the wholesome. This is called the root of the wholesome.

-. “When a noble disciple has thus understood the unwholesome, the root of the unwholesome, the wholesome, and the root of the wholesome, he entirely abandons the underlying tendency to lust, he abolishes the underlying tendency to aversion, he extirpates the underlying tendency to the view and conceit ‘I am,’ and by abandoning ignorance and arousing true knowledge he here and now makes an end of suffering. In that way too a noble disciple is one of right view, whose view is straight, who has perfect confidence in the Dhamma and has arrived at this true Dhamma.”

……..

“When a noble disciple has thus understood the taints, the origin of the taints, the cessation of the taints, and the way leading to the cessation of the taints, he entirely abandons the underlying tendency to lust, he abolishes the underlying tendency to aversion, he extirpates the underlying tendency to the view and conceit ‘I am,’ and by abandoning ignorance and arousing true knowledge he here and now makes an end of suffering. In that way too a noble disciple is one of right view, whose view is straight, who has perfect confidence in the Dhamma and has arrived at this true Dhamma.”

VIA
The reality is that we are born ignorant of the truth of our existence and, to that extent, ignorance itself is a natural phenomenon. (It’s as if, in the primordial year dot, an ‘error automatic’ somehow got inserted into our operating system and humankind has had to live with it ever since).
On the other hand it could better be said that there could be no birth withoutignorance of our condition for it is clearly an intrinsic part of existence.
However that isn’t to say that our natural ignorance cannot be changed and, by work and practice, can become a personal knowing and seeing of the way things truly are. We can with persistent effort transform wrong view into right view.
( I add the above link to an explanation of what is right view because it is the best I have ever found. It is by Sariputta, the Buddha’s principle disciple. It is a translation made from ancient text and is not exactly effortless to read).
Where I’m heading with this blog is to try to show, from the standpoint of right view, that every aspect of our existence is not other than the arising and passing away of natural empty phenomena just like every other impermanent event in this universe.
In truth there is nobody here. Nobody who lives a life. Nobody is needed to direct and control our progress from being born to dying. It all takes place whether we think there is a ‘self’ or not.
So far as the universe is concerned our conviction that there is a ‘self’ who is somehow in charge of our lives is a mere vain irrelevance which only serves to cause us suffering.
The gradual supplanting of wrong view with right view is the work of mindfulness and meditation leading to the a moment when ignorance ceases and insight – knowing and seeing - arises to reveal the path to the ending of suffering.
That such a possibility exists is both a wonder and mystery. It is so subtle and difficult to comprehend it is a marvel that anyone can come to personally experience what the Buddha is talking about. Yet here it is on offer to all who wish to put it to the test.
 

There is an unborn, an unmade, an unconditioned, an uncreated. If there were not, no escape would be possible from the world of the born” Buddha

So it might well be said that it’s not death we should be afraid of. Instead, it might be better to be scared of being born.
 
VIA

still.chill

 
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Posted by on January 12, 2012 in luciditate/reverie

 

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Sufi night

The Moon said to the Stars,
do not look at my dark side for it is unseen by me,
and unworthy of Love.
And the stars said, I see your darkness and light
and love your contrasting nature.
Would it be love if I only loved the half that reflected my shining?
At a distance you only see my light.
Come closer and know that I am You.

~Rumi (30 September 1207 – 17 December 1273)                                        

still.I am

 
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Posted by on December 21, 2011 in luciditate/reverie

 

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absolut music is medicine

 

I Am Your Mind

Roy Ayers

If you believe in yourself
You’ll know the real you
It’s coming from within
Sincerely, sincerely

You subject yourself to being vulnerable
Not knowing why you fall in love
And so you become
What you are made to become
It’s not at all fair that I feel as I do
Tell me something to make me feel better

My sister, I am your mind. Within you there’s a never-ending magnitude of infinite strength, wisdom and will. You travel my roads through life never knowing your own true reality because my thoughts remain like distant quasars. You abuse me by never letting me say and do as I feel. Our thoughts split from love affairs to choice of friends. We argue like two enemies yet we are good friends.

Now, there are moments when we harmonize with each other, and become one with nature and reality. But these times are few. When after you have replenished yourself, the fear of the truth sets in. We split, and you start to run again. Running, running, running. Running through women, men, jobs, people and life looking for the answer when I had it all along. But I smile… because I am your mind.

I was your mind yesterday; I am your mind today; and I’ll be your mind tomorrow. And as our end draws near we will become closer. But you and I, you and I, we will never be one, for I will part from you and you will part from me; you finding another mind and I another soul. And we’ll travel on and on.

By the way, I need more than sex to nourish my equilibrium. But I do need sex. I also need sun, trees, stars, creativity and love. But you saturate my soul with too much of one and not enough of the other. Therefore I cry. But why do we cry? Because tears cleanse the windows of our minds. I am your mind.

Tell me something to make me feel better

All your thoughts inside your mind wanting to be free

Well, now you’ve got the chance to let your mind grow… and be free. Because the music is just trying to say things to free your mind. And if you let your mind be free, then you can understand mine. There’s no need to be afraid of me. I want to be your friend. I’m just trying to give you music from deep, deep, deep within.

And on and on, and on and on

Tell me something to make me feel better

All of your dreams can become reality. My dial reaches full, but you’ve only been turning me halfway. Turn me up, and alpha and theta waves will spew from your pores. Knowledge, peace, happiness and prosperity will be placed at your feet. Let’s, let’s create. Solve. Love. Accomplish. And unify. As-Salaam-Alaikum.

 

Imagine that :) love

on and on and on and on…it’a all good

 

original?!!

*

still.miraculous life

still.happy in the flow/wave

 

 
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Posted by on December 4, 2010 in music is my medicine

 

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I am because we are !

http://www.iambecauseweare.com

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The ubuntu principle

“Initially I tracked it down in KwaZuluNatal. At first in the manner of greeting. If you meet someone, you say: ‘Sawu bona’, which means: ‘I see you’. You return this greeting with: ‘Sikhona’ or ‘Here I am’. This is the ‘ubuntu’ culture, which can be found in the whole of southern Africa. Ubuntu comes from a Zulu proverb: ‘umuntu ngumuntu ngabantu’ or ‘a human being only becomes a human being through other human beings’. We are who we are because we are seen, because the people around us respect and acknowledge us as a person.

The ‘I think therefore I am’ of Descartes is translated in Africa in: ‘I am because we are’. And seen in the light of development, you can say: ‘I become because we are’. It sounds like: ‘knowing and being known’, but this way of looking at people is essentially different from the way we do this in our Western society. In a South African schoolbook it is described as follows: ‘In fact it is impossible to translate the word Ubuntu. There are direct equivalents of this word in all African languages. The word means love, benevolence, altruistic, mercy, benign, respect, preserving one’s dignity – just to mention a few possible meanings. Only by ubuntu a human being could demonstrate to be ‘umuntu’, a person in the holistic sense of the word. The ultimate meaning of ubuntu lies in the ability to love the unlovable: an enemy who is shown good-heartedness, love and respect although he or she did not deserve it.”

“Is it still possible to preserve a school, or more precise the learning process, under these difficult circumstances? It certainly is, if you are convinced that you can learn from anyone. Therefore the extent in which teachers are able to organize knowledge and expertise for their pupils determines the quality of learning. Isn’t the boundary of what a person can learn always determined by what can be learnt from and learnt with others? Teachers that are able to look beyond their own boundaries open up a new world for their pupils. The one, who teaches you, is the broadening or the limitation of your own learning.

On the basis of which values do pupils give meaning to their acquired knowledge? From a social-constructivist point of view learning is a process in which the student builds up an internal representation of knowledge, based on personal experience. All human beings construct knowledge in their own way, in which they are strongly influenced by the reactions and views of the social environment. The weaker the social environment the more difficult it is to give meaning to knowledge. This is even more so when individuals become marginalized under circumstances of oppression or poverty. In a situation of social disintegration the question that remains is within which perspective personal experiences are placed.”

“Challenging the Wall. Towards a pedagogy of hope”. Teeffelen, Toine van et al. Bethlehem. 2007

Archbishop Desmond Tutu offered a longer definition:  “A person with Ubuntu is open and available to others, affirming of others, does not feel threatened that others are able and good, for he or she has a proper self-assurance that comes from knowing that he or she belongs in a greater whole and is diminished when others are humiliated or diminished, when others are tortured or oppressed. One of the sayings in our country is Ubuntu – the essence of being human.  Ubuntu speaks particularly about the fact that you can’t exist as a human being in isolation. It speaks about our interconnectedness. You can’t be human all by yourself, and when you have this quality – Ubuntu – you are known for your generosity.  We think of ourselves far too frequently as just individuals, separated from one another, whereas you are connected and what you do affects the whole world. When you do well, it spreads out; it is for the whole of humanity.”

 

 

stim asta clar de cand incepem sa percepem in jurul nostru, la inceput pe ceilalti(mama,tata), apoi pe tine insuti…de cand vedem si stim ce vedem :)

still.somehow I am you

still.love the whole


 
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Posted by on November 18, 2010 in people

 

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